Friday, February 2, 2007
I just realised how miserable how life can get.. How just one person can change my life.. And there exist two ppl i know.. One is GOD.. and the other is her!! Haishzz.. I really dunno what i should do!!! Someone tell me plz.. So far only two ppl know who i like.. the rest dunno.. But i know.. that if she were to find out.. the typical reaction will happen again.. WHY!! why do gals like to ignore guys when they confess.. DO u know how heart-breaking that is?? Rejection is cham enuff.. but why must u all ignore us guys?!!! i really dunno what to do.. to tell her or not to.. This sux.. If i dun tell her.. Will our friendship continue? cuz it ain't going well now.. Whats this?? i didn't do anything.. what should i do?? i already told her i dun like her le.. just to salvage our friendship.. i dun wan to lose her..even if we remain as frens.. What should i do?? Should i take the initiative?? i have been ignoring her( only talking when she starts or when i really need to.. Which is like zero times) cuz i am afraid that she might think i like her!! What should i do!!! Haishzz.. I am confused.. sad, and heart-broken!! Why must god give me a loving heart?? why do u have to make me an "emo" person?? Why make things miserable?? why?!!!
carved upon my life at 7:24:00 PM