Sunday, April 29, 2007
Such is the wonders of dilemmas..
I am in a splitting headache
cuz of three probs..
In order I have,
1. something which is troubling me like mad but i cannot disclose
2. council withdrawal problems
3. sports heats tml and i have no confidence because i haven't been reporting for tracks for 2 weeks cuz of prob no. 2.. ( u get what i mean now when i say it sux??)
As for one, its something closer to the heart, I really at lost.
Yesterday seems fine, and I think the only way to end it right is to tell her how i feel. Why the problem arose..Beautiful is the ordinary when u have a fren by uUgly is a sunset along the clean clear ocean when u are alone and friendlessBlessed is one poor man with loyal friendsthan a rich man without even one true friend. Your smile brightens up my dayYour cry breaks my heartAnguish unending flowsLaugh when you laughCry when you cryWithout you, a big part of me goes missingWithout you, my life lay in ruinsYou open this door of lightAnd give me new insightsSuch is the wonder of your presenceThough you can never measure up to GodYou are just after Him.Can you open your eyesAnd see how important you are to me?And realise that though you hurt because of me,I am hurting tenfold more?I pray, I prayFor tomorrow to be a better dayHope is all I can do now.Nothing elseYou hold the power to make me happy or sadDo you understand now?
carved upon my life at 7:01:00 PM